Got this message from Kallie last night:
"hey paul. i have had something on my mind for the past couple of weeks
and i need to talk to you about it. i am starting to realize that you
may have stronger feelings for me than i thought you did. please correct
me if i am wrong but my intuition tells me this is true. i just have to
be completely clear with you in that i don't think of you as more than a
friend. i think you are an incredible person and i enjoy talking to you
so much but i honestly thought that our feelings were mutual in the
sense that you only thought of me as a good friend too. this is
extremely difficult to say because you are the last person i would ever
want to hurt. i really value our friendship and you as an individual. i
have learned so many things from you and have enjoyed spending time with
you. if i have lead you to believe that i have stronger feelings for
you, i am truly sorry. i also apologize for disclosing this through a
facebook message but i didn't have the guts to confront you about this
over the phone or in person when you come to utah. when you do come, i
still would really like to see you. however, if you feel otherwise, i
understand. i do hope we can remain friends.
-kallie
p.s. if i have been mislead please let me know."
I said her intuition was right and some other bullsh.
I'm over losing leads, it pisses me right off. We had skyped the night before and everything was great. I keep either getting Clonts'ed or Hooze it and its getting really old.
In other news, I got called as the first counselor in the Elder's Quorum Presidency. I've been doing some sweet hikes and cool adventures seeing that I leave the Island in a month. I'm doing sales for a solar company and should be making some good money here. Jerusalem is going well, just finalizing my loans so I can pay for it. that's about it.
Dave, Ryan, and Matt really need to get their thumbs out of their asses and write on this blog.
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