Totally forgot about this blog but i'm caught up now and I have some thoughts. As far as marriage goes I like that quote that matt brought up I mean any kind of gospel idea that supports my complacency well I'm just all for it (lazy wink). Truth is I just don't feel ready to even make that step right now I don't think I fully understand why since it seems everyones married or trying hard to. I'm not going to make that decision any faster than it feels right. Especially since my parents have split up I feel I have this huge need for the right person. I do have to start trying though.
I think it is so interesting that I was a missionary for two years and I'm just now starting to feel truly independent in the gospel. I've decided that just no matter what I'm going to stick with the church. I need it too bad in my life to fall behind. My dad and I are the only people in my whole family that have stuck with the church and I have to say that it is hard.
Right now I'm in mosiah 23. I was blown away by the story of Abinadi. The message he gives king noah is awesome. He really just lays it all out while knowing he was going to die. This world is so confusing some times especially when forced to contrast good and evil people. How can people be so evil? It is a beautiful thing to see people so righteous that they will lay down their lives for the gospel. They are the real heroes. I want to be like that. I want a testimony that strong.
I've been really into finding new music and ill posting here check them out if you want.
listening to:
the roots - guns are drawn
cage the elephant - shake me down
mattafix - the means
deer tick - these old shoes
radical face - welcome home son
the antlers -kettering
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